Now what??????

Ok, so first of all before I get to the "Now what", I must say that Thanksgiving was great. We ate earlier than normal because A. had to work, but it was delicious!!! We don't normally spend the entire lunch/dinner saying things we are thankful for, I mean we say a couple things, but I think that, it's pretty much all we did was so all the things we were thankful for.

This year (especially) we have so much to thank God for!! From my brother's issues, the hurricanes, the hurricane damage, ELECTRICITY(never thought to be thankful for that until this year!!!) Wyatt's birth, the issues dealing with that, school, just so much. We were all just talking about the different things, and of course if you know my family you know that it did take a funny turn!!(of course we were still meaning it, but it was silly stuff at one point) But it was nice.

I'm so thankful we are closed @ the restaurant on Thanksgiving & Christmas day!! It was nice to not have to work. Last night I had to work...ok Friday night in this town at a restaurant, you normally have to wait awhile(atleast 60 mins+) to be seated...All I can say is that wasn't the case last night......It was SO SLOW!!! It was fun though, we were all kinda just hanging out and talking....

Actually now that I think about it last year the day after Thanksgiving wasn't very busy either, people must have been eating left-overs or something!

Ok...now that brings me to my "now what"....Ok, so like I said I worked last night. Well, I ended up working with that guy I had been talking about in some of my previous posts, well...lately I have just been like whatever, kinda blowing the whole thing off because I just wasn't sure what was going on with the entire situation, (ya know if he was interested or what). So last night since it was slow I got to talk to him a lot more than I usually do...since we pretty much had nothing better to do.

It was nice. He was talking to me about all this different stuff, about wanting to move out of this freakin town, (I'm with him on that one!) and stuff like that. He seemed almost like he was kinda "perusing" something...(I guess that's what you could call it) But now what?? I just really don't know. A couple days ago it seemed like there was something/someone else that was interesting him, and then all of a sudden last night he was talking to me about this party he went to, and how there was a couple other people we work with there. And then he some how (I don't remember how he said it unfortunately) but he said something about if I would ever go to something like that...or you should've came or something to that effect. I was like yeah I guess I'd go sometime..you'll have to call and let me know. But then we were working so if like we get interrupted so it's hard to finish things (ya know what I mean).

I just don't know about the whole thing. I'm confused! I mean he's really sweet and he's nice, and he messes (jokes) around with me, I just don't know.

Oh yeah...at one point during the night (i think it when he was talking about going to that party) he said something like " Yeah, I heard you don't like hanging out with me"...and I was like "What are you talking about?" I never said that! (once a few of us including him all went out after work together) And then I was like "If you are serious that is a bunch of junk because I never said that..." Then finally he did his little "ok-fine-I-can't-keep-this up- laugh and was like "nahh...I'm just joking". So I dunno.

He was talking to me about how he's single now and doesn't have a girlfriend, and it's weird because it's been a long time since he's been single and all this stuff, so I'm just listening. I just don't know what to make of that...I mean, is he just telling me this or does that mean he's trying to be like "HEY I"M SINGLE!!!" so I know or what?!??????? I'm so naive I just dont know how to take stuff like that.

And the thing is I'd be like here's my number call when ever everyone goes out or something, but then I don't wanna look stupid, or something, and I don't wanna seem pushy. Because every time something interrupts us at that point. I'm just not good at that. I mean geeze, all the hosts have their #'s in this book at work, he could get it if he wanted geeze, that would make it easier for me!! :o) But then that would look weird if he called" "Hey I'm calling you I found your # in the book." (kinda stocker-ish)

I just dont know! Well, I better get going. I have to pick up some of the rest of the food for Steph's baby shower tonight. I'll be back on later, because there's some other stuff I need to "vent" about, oh and I gotta tell you my dream!!! Oh yeah, I just pray that M.C. will bring Wy over tonight, he were going to take him to get his 1st picture with Santa(how cute is that!)
--Later