Can You Believe It?

Got the picture of Keri Russell here

I saw this picture and it brought me back to the days of Felicity!! I loved that show!! Ok..that's not really the reason I got on here to post but...it was a way to begin! (even though it was completely irrelevant)
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Have you ever been at the store (or where ever) and saw someone in that you know from a few years back...but get this sudden urge to hide???!

Well, that happened to me today! Maybe that doesn't happen to everyone...(but I live in a smaller town...so you run into people every now & then)

It was weird I saw this guy that I knew...(we were friends in high school, kinda more than friends...we went to prom together) and I just didn't feel like talking. It had nothing to do with him. I'd love to talk to him and see how he is doing...but I'm kinda tired today...and I just didn't feel like talking...

I know he saw me...I just pretended not to see him. Oh my gosh...that sounds so bad. After I left...I was like Why didn't I talk to him? I feel bad now. I've seen him a few times since we graduated & we've talked so there isn't any drama. I just wasn't in a talking mood...and plus as I said I'm tired...and I guess I just feel crappy & didn't want to have to talk.

That is so selfish, I know! I sound horrible! I guess it's just easier to "hide" sometimes then talk! I guess there isn't any point in thinking over & over about it, but I just felt bad after I left. And I wasn't about to walk back & be like "Oh hey sorry I was being an idiot!" I guess next time I run into him I have to make sure to talk to him!!

I guess it's just kinda weird because we never resolved things...If that makes any since...I should just get over it, I know. I'm weird.

The worst thing about it is that I've made a pact to be more friendly to everyone. Not that I'm not nice...but I tend to be(well I am) a little reserved. And I just am tired of people getting the wrong impression of me because when I'm just being shy...many times it's taken for being stuck-up or snobby & that's not me!

So I'm a little disappointed in that! I guess all I can do is try again! :o) ok that's it! I feel a little better now that I've "talked" about it!

Ok, that's it for now! I've seen a couple new movies...been wanting to give my input but haven't had the chance...maybe later! I got to go to a sneak peek of The Cinderella Man. It was pretty sweet!